For the first time in years, I am looking forward to Thanksgiving. I am cooking the bird for the first time in years, and we will be having Ro's family over for dinner. Lily and Noah will be too young to know...and perhaps they will never know...that for the rest of our lives, each Thanksgiving we will be giving thanks for the wonderful life that we have had since they have been home.
Life is chaos. Wonderful, wonderful chaos. My kitchen floors are dirty, and I have more clutter in my house than I can stand, but I have two sets of dark eyes smiling at me everyday. I have two voices squealing with delight, and two sets of lips to kiss. I have two sets of feet running across my floor, and two messes to clean off of highchairs after meals. I have two little bodies to bathe each night, and double the stinky diapers to change. I have two rascals jumping on the couch and two palettes to please. I have two little warm bodies to squeeze as I say goodnight every night, and I have two little hearts to hold so closely next to mine. I have it all.
And life is only this good because I have a wonderful husband to share it with.